The weekend.

This evening i returned from the most beautiful weekend away with someone very special to me that I had to let go of today . For the past six months I've had the pleasure of spending time with and speaking to day in and day out to someone who unknowingly i would fall pretty deep for.

This weekend has been unforgettable, lying on on the beach under the starry night sky listening to the waves crash, holding my lovers hand watching the fireworks over the yacht festival on the Isle of White with the smell of a hundred barbecues burning away sipping on bottled cider and smoking on Mayfair Smooth before heading home for bed time. Or riding along coast one our bikes ignoring all of the no cycling signs and grabbing icecreams on the rocks up before taking a dip into one of many muggy lakes in our underpants jumping upon one another just like they do in the movies. But even more simpler, the times we spent just dossing in bed just looking into each others eyes wasting time away not giving two shits about anything else, if i could pause time then that's when i would do so. nothing compares.

I could go on for hours talking about the lovely times I've spent, but i wanted to post this to make you all so very jealous of me and how much of a lucky boy i am. this was just one weekend at the end of our relationship,  you can only imagine the amazing times we've spent together. I'll miss those times, but looking back now only fills me with delight knowing no matter how far away or how long it may be till we meet again, i know for sure that there will be so many more of those times to come in the future when it'll be just 'us' again.

that's enough of soppy Jac for now..